Bounce

My brother’s trip took more out of me than I expected. I’ve been a complete wreck this week and had to call out of work twice because I was emotionally unstable (it was actually because my eyes were really puffy and I was probably burst into tears again at any moment).

I’m seriously considering taking a plane to New York and going to every hospital and law firm until I find my parents. My brother revealed something to me before he left (more like blurted it out when he was drunk so that I would feel like crap) and I really need to talk to my parents about it. It’s kind of a family secret (unfortunately I’m not adopted) that I’ve always had my suspicions about but never had the nerve to talk to anyone of it. I guess it explains why my family treats me so … um… uniquely might be an appropriate word (even though horribly was the first word that popped into my head).

I’ll share it another day (maybe later if I have time before work, or maybe tomorrow, or maybe Monday) when I’m feeling up for it. In the mean time, I’ve got to bounce back up to my normal self and forget about my alcoholic cheating lying bastard brother (I‘m not being mean because all of this is true) who came to visit and completely fucked up my mood and possibly tried to destroy me emotionally.

So, tonight after work I plan to go to the Roxy with Indy and a few friends to see Uh Huh Her because one of my friend loves them and hasn’t shut up about them for the past week.